October 19th, 2012
J O U R N A L EN T R Y . . .
Have I ever mentioned how much I deeply disdain the all too familiar emotional roller coaster ride I can not ever seem to escape?!?!?!?! Argh! Seriously! I honestly just want to pick a road, walk on it, and get to the end. I LOVE when life is going up, up, up and I don’t mean in every way, just that feeling that some things are finally coming together, that they are clicking and you are finally finding your groove, and then ZAP! It seems like you come steamrolling down the hill going a gajillion miles an hour. I don’t want to go down anymore, just up. Lord, can’t You arrange that for me in a way that will still keep me in line with You and humble? Yes? No? Maybe so?
Talking it out leads to an emotional unraveling.
Stuffing it in leads to an emotional explosion.
Avoiding it…well if I can manage it, it feels great because…well…I’m avoiding it!!!! DUH!
Haha….Just another ramble…Maybe not so inspiring, but sometimes you just gotta let it out!
Until the Next Time!